"I know how bad it is, I f****d up. I just didn’t know how to stop once I started. I don’t have a proper excuse.

“I wasn’t in a good headspace, but that doesn’t make what I did okay. I know this is gonna stick with me for a long time and that I’ve probably lost friends I’ll never get back.”

Crocodile tears. Only sad she got caught. How did she see this going differently?